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Ever had a best friend that enjoys the crazy you, jumps and dances to your crazy meaningless songs, goes wild with you. You both laugh, cry, hate, quarrel, hug and settle whatever differences you might have. A friend that hates on who and what you hate on publicly but tries to privately settle the differences. Of them all, a friend that tells you this "making you happy is my priority" as a reminder. Never let such a friend slip off because they are uncommon and rare.

Is quiet in here, what could be the problem? have i said too much already? see how fast the little ones grow into adulthood, and see how fast adults loose their youthful age. Beautiful memories are made, and ours is the best, oh..........it is the best because it remains fresh in my head. See how quiet life can get when one grows into old age, but with you...........oh with you my dear, I can be as loud as a bell.

Scoffs!........... Unthinkable Moments; When he lifts his hand............and bam!...............it lands on my face and then he blows me.........puh! puh! puh!............. as though we are in the boxing ring, with my little strength i had screamed "i give up" but filled with so much hate and anger, he wouldn't give up, as if he wanted me dead. See how short-sighted i am, I can barely read a book............ Scoffs!........... Unthinkable Moments.....

Oh heart, even though i shall bleed, i shall bleed for a good course, because i am too fragile and too delicate. Never will i want to cause my owner pain, i shall stay strong and be independent while trying to overcome my worst fears in the best possible way.

And for the first time, he did say "I love you", but he said it to my best friend. I have had to live through this life knowing that someday someone will take him away from me, but never for once did i think i will feel much pain because that someone turned out to be my best friend whom i convey all of my worst fears and best moments to.

Oh mind! even though i shall stray, i shall stray for a good course because i don't want to bring confusion to my owner; I am her only best friend, i know her worst fears and her best moments, i know what makes her thick and what makes her thin but what i don't understand is how she manages to wake up everyday so full of life and joy. Knowing all i know, then i must say, she must be the "strongest woman alive".

Just because i smile and carry myself about happily, making positive statements, it doesn't mean am trouble free or the most favoured, hm! if only you could see how dirty and UN-kept my dark room looks, then you will get inspired to carry yourself about like me, believe me it is called "surviving in the best possible way".

Being decent is not something that must be taught over and over again before you accept it. But then again, being you is unique than faking you. If the world accepts you for being real, the world will look up to you at every turn. Thus, try harder to be a "decent you" lest you fumble.

If only you knew, the feeling was too weighty, i got submerged in my own thought. If only you knew, how well i have thought and had to not-think for hours just so i could save my last breathe to tell you that which i have carried deep down for a really long time.

Never let your guard down, never let him hurt your pride, because that is all you have left when he strips you off what is yours; his heart.

If only feelings could be measured, then you might realize or not that of half or almost all that say they hate you, just as much loves you.